This is what I’m getting into in counselling today. My old diaries and letters and stuff. Can’t say I’m thrilled by the prospect, but I’m distracting myself by um, writing about it and taking a photograph of the books. See you on the other side.
The other side – totally mindfucked. I’ll have to catch up with you later. For now, only poetry will suffice.
Hi. So…. Odd that even this introductory hello that no one will read is so difficult to write. Comical, in its way. Hi. The reason I’m starting this blog is
How to express the disappointment of being awake, again. It’s crushing. Every night I fall asleep imagining it might be the last time, and the next day I’m torn from
I wonder if I can spot the beginning of a downturn. Much of the point of this daily self-interrogation is to help me know whether I am well or not.
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