Assorted Ramblings An Occasional Entry in a Dream Diary: Change, Maps and Attack 15 May 201728 Jun 2017 I don't often recall my dreams these days, blessed be the drugs. When I do, I haven't slept well, and they've been exhausting. Since last night was unusually intact, even hours…
Assorted Ramblings… Slightly Broken – The Old Switcheroo Part 2 12 Sep 201412 Sep 2014 All Change Please And Go Back The Way You Came I've stopped taking the new stuff. Trazodone, which sounds satisfyingly like 'taser-dome' and conjures joyous imaginings of Mad Max III…
Assorted Ramblings… Slightly Broken – The Old Switcheroo 9 Sep 20149 Sep 2014 Hello Sun, You Vicious Bastard I'm writing this at 5am on Monday morning. That's not a good thing. That's not a good thing at all. That means I haven't slept…
Slightly Broken Autofiction: Morning Horrors 10 Sep 201310 Sep 2013 The Ghastly Future There's something about the morning that just feels rich with the potential for horror. For a start I don't like the morning. It seems an unnecessary part…
Slightly Broken Autofiction: Tasty Tasty Amitriptyline 20 Aug 201319 Aug 2013 Waiting To Sleep Thirteen was when I first remember being unable to sleep. I suppose it coincided with the onset of puberty and all the biochemical hell that our ridiculous…
Assorted Ramblings… Autofiction: Anxiety Weaving 4 Jun 20136 Aug 2013 I Am In Control Odd title, I know. It was just a term that occurred to me when I was thinking about what to write this week. I wanted to…
Slightly Broken Slightly Broken: Tension, Always in the Stomach 4 Nov 201226 Aug 2013 I assume other people get this, a twisting heaviness in the pit of my stomach. (Or rather, where I imagine my stomach to be - it's actually somewhat lower in…
Slightly Broken Slightly Broken: Sleeping Better 5 Jun 20126 Jun 2014 So - a week out of therapeutic support now. And how am I doing? Pretty well I think. I've had quite a lot on, several shows and opportunities for showing…
Slightly Broken Slightly Broken: How to get a bad night’s sleep 1 29 May 20126 Jun 2014 This week started pretty badly for me on the snooze front. I'm going to partly blame it on my other half, the Lady M (anonynymity in this blog is by…
